I think so....

Guess It will stuck into me for sometime....been sometime already n yet I didnt get over it yet..Gosh!

Issit really that hard ar?? Or issit me being lousy only!? Hope there is a guidance from up there to cure me from the confusion!! Thanks almighty!!

Cheers!

Wonder what I am thinking all the time??

There is a huge blank empty space in my brain all the time thinking one particular thing over n over! 

Gosh, why cant that compartment is used to fit more knowledge??

Issit me the one keeping it empty to fill something else? Haihzzz.....It is a weakness to me though! I must figure out a way to outcome this problem of mine!! Wish me luck peeps!

Cheers!^^

Holiday...

Holiday or not does not seems to matter anymore....It is so damn boring after the first few days of holiday...

First, financial problem will be the barrier to unlimited amount of fun throughout the holiday period. Next, it will be the amount of things that u can do is actually so little that it is repetitive. In the end of they day, it seems like a routine....wake up in the afternoon, brunch, hang around the laptop day dreaming, dinner, then go to CC or yumcha session....every day the same old thing will happen, OMG really dunno why we are even created in this world....Lolz...Everything just gonna be a routine! 

I really do hope something exciting and fun can just surprise me n put some kick to my life! *something like striking a jackport* or *Hannah Tan give me a visit*....hehhehehe!! It will just be a sweet dream tonight, I guess! XD

Cheers ^^

VIP invitation wor!?

I got a letter from Zouk and there is a VIP invitation to their Birthday bash....Hehehe...

Dunno real anot lo or everybody else get it oso lo...but it seems like free flow are given n free entry with the invitation...Guess I need to go n have a look myself tmr XD

Cya guys if i met any familiar faces ^^

Disappointment....

Things are kinda complicated in certain way. Sometimes things can't be assure just by our raw eye sight. Human like to judge and judgement is always not right ignoring whatever the consequences and scenario we are in. Judgement tend to be a bit off most of the time which in the end lead to a big disappointment. Somehow, we are not suppose to calculate to much cause eventually nothing is accurate no matter how many formula or how many experiments has been done to determine an outcome. Happy go lucky will be the best choice. Hahahaha

Isn't it miserable somehow. Why think so much when we can always have a brighter tomorrow?? Disappointment can lead to awareness too... What so bad about feeling disappointed? Hahahaha... It is really a big laughing stock when come to this kind of silence life theories... 

Anyway talking so much shit will only end up being a whining post...it will definitely bore my beloved readers though I am not sure whether there is any left... Oh well, as long as Dear Blog is willing to listen to what I wanted to say for now since it is 6.37am early in the morning.... 

Ignoring the first half of the whine...I just came across some friends who told me that a lone ranger is sad. On my personal of thought, it is less burden to urself, no family matter, no financial downturn, no political opinions, and no life lessons to be learned. To be honest I admire the life of a pirate since at a very young age. Sailing over the seven seas, robbing whenever I am hungry and need Rum, snatching pros at the harbour and killing whoever annoys me! Cool isn't....Maybe I should think of being a fisherman which I think having the most similar lifestyle of the pirate without harming innocence. Hmm...perhaps I should sail to Malibu to have a nice tan writing a novel then off to the pacific ocean fishing a huge Tuna XD... what a wonderful dream!

Gosh I just wish that my ability to care too much can be reduce in exchange for a smooth sailing life with less wavy condition leading to a relaxing and soothing life with my love one! 

Sometimes I don't even understand why would I think about humanity?? Why would I think of changing the governance of the country??? Why caring people without food? Why giving free advices making people smarter?? I ain't Jesus or Buddha or whatsoever but just an ordinary person living in an ordinary family....

FULLSTOP to all this bullcrap.... on the 20th of February 2011 at 6.51am onwards, I will continue making a better world being a good listener and counselor to whoever which need a piece of advice or a solution! Selfish in advices is not in my dictionary! MUAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHA

Chill out mates!!